Hopelessness? Is that even a word?
Well thats how I feel lately...
I hate living like this but unfortunetly there is nothing to change it.
I have to wait and just take care in everything Im doing.
Im looking forward to Apartment shopping lol
A one bedroom for Vero, Monica, Negra, Cookie, and me.
I know it sounds crowded but honestly we just want our own place with our own living room, bathroom, and kitchen.
My sister in law is preggos with her 4th kid and living with my brother isnt looking so good and comfy anymore.
Ive cried so much this week its ridiculous its affecting school and work ugh hopefully I dont lose my job because unfortunatly I still need it!
I told my nephews I was moving and they dont understand why we need to move lol
Im gonna miss them :-)
Wish us luck!
