20 years old and in debt

Honestly Im fucking stupid.
I dug myself into this whole now hopefully I can get myself out.
I wish I had like a family support to help me.
Im so sick of having to live with call after call of people trying to get my money.
Im not even enjoying myself at my yound age.
I hardly have a social life.
Hopefully things can work out soon :-)

I owe the IRS 800 dollars :-(
Please help

Hopelessness?

Hopelessness? Is that even a word?
Well thats how I feel lately...
I hate living like this but unfortunetly there is nothing to change it.
I have to wait and just take care in everything Im doing.
Im looking forward to Apartment shopping lol
A one bedroom for Vero, Monica, Negra, Cookie, and me.
I know it sounds crowded but honestly we just want our own place with our own living room, bathroom, and kitchen.
My sister in law is preggos with her 4th kid and living with my brother isnt looking so good and comfy anymore.
Ive cried so much this week its ridiculous its affecting school and work ugh hopefully I dont lose my job because unfortunatly I still need it!
I told my nephews I was moving and they dont understand why we need to move lol
Im gonna miss them :-)
Wish us luck!

The Ugly Truth

So now I live my independent life as a woman.
Why didnt they tell me procastination is unacceptable in this world.
Ladies have you ever heard of Emission testing???
Maybe some of you do but I had never known what that was until reality hit me!
Im driving with no plates on my 1995 jeep cherokee!
I mean I cant take the bus from west side phoenix to downtown to deer valley it would kill me!
So ladies keep this thought in mind....
when a man defines their proffesion to be in the auto industry you trap that sucka and never let go!
I need a mechanic man ugh I shouldve "boned" the one I knew once upon a time ugh
Im wasting money on my 'carcacha' I have nothing in savings anymore.
Im going for my 4th try tomorrow so wish me luck lol

Also Im back in school so vet tech career is on again!
My wisdom tooth fucking hurts and all I want is some pain med to make me feel better or yank the bitch out lol

Back on Proactive!

I did my best to try not to go back to Proactive but sadly I had too my skin was just not taking anything else. Now my skin is clearing up but I can clearly see the damage that has been done. Ugh I have to find a acne scar remover thing now.

Anyways on to the best news in the world!
My parents are coming back!
Sometime within these two coming weeks they will come and I will most likely get my ass chewed ugh

I'm going back to school yay!
Also I need a financial advisor ugh
How do you spend 800$ in a week ugh and not a single thing was for myself.

Gainsco Sucks!

Ugh I dont know where to start!

I received a letter from Gainsco (my car insurance) that my policy was renewed or whatever.

Which is fine with me but what they didnt inform me was that my due date for payments was changed!

So I found out later when my bank account overdrafted me $110.00 because the date changed.

I understand its a little my fault because I never checked my statements for that new date because they were automatically withdrawn from my bankaccount and were always the same date.

Anyways I called them and I told them if I could change my date back to where it was and they couldn't do that!

I even talked to the supervisor or like head hancho over there but they refused to change my date or give my money back to prevent being overdrafted and plus add a late fee of $35.00

I was on the phone with them for maybe over half an hour and even cried because that was my money for christmas.

Heartless bastards!

They didnt help me at all I was so upset and crying with them on the phone I just gave up and told them goodbye.

I give them a good piece of my paycheck only for them to do that to me.

I thought calling them and explaining my situation would help me with this matter but apparently it didnt.

I feel stupid to even poor my heart out to them.

I even feel like sending them a letter only to tell them how upset I was.

Dear Gainsco,

It just really made me feel like shit.

Even as I was writing this I was tearing up cuz

I just dont understand them.

So now my poor little butt has to look for a new car insurance because these guys had to change my date.

But now I'm wondering if I cancel this policy will they charge me??
Cuz Im not paying I will just not pay them at all.
The goodside is that I might get cheaper insurance now according to the online quotes I'm looking forward to go to progressive.

In case your wondering a month I paid $112.00 and soon I

will write how much I saved by switching over to another insurance company.

lol

One of my lessons learned as I'm growing up.