Saturday, May 9, 2009

Life on my Level

These times are very sad :(
My life is a black hole that is sucking everything around and taking it somewhere that I dont know.
My list of Terrible things....
  1. House is forclosed and we have to move out by June 8, 2009
  2. Gramdpa is very sick in Mexico
  3. My Father doesnt have a reliable job. They can let him go at any minute. He is in the construction business.
  4. My mentally unstabled aunt gets pregnant by some guy and my grandma throws her out of her house.
  5. Father is moving to Mexico to take care of his mommy & daddy cuz he's the only reliable son.
  6. My father owes of 30,000$$ in credit card debt.
  7. I hate my brother with a fucking passion!
  8. My job owes me 2 raises.
  9. I want a apartment but my mom wont let me get one. Like as if we have another place to live.
  10. Mother speaks only spanish. Its very hard to find a job.
  11. I failed my anatomy & physiology class.
  12. My dad wants to take my dog to Mexico and I will never allow it!

And my list could go on forever.

Now to the happy side of life. :)
Who wouldve thought my first boy crush has the hots for me lol
The thing is I dont like him like that anymore.
Why do I have to be so picky!!
Sadly I still love a jerk and if I had a second chance to hit that I would!!

Also I went to my schools pop concert and I realized how much I miss singing!
I think I want to try a open mic night here around the valley.
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My choir days.. I miss them very very much!
After I graduate with my Vet tech degree and crap Im gonna get a music degree!!
I love music!

Music and animals are my biggest passions!
Good night loves!!!